"I felt like I was drowning. But not in the suffocating, stifling, irrepressible way. How profusely overwhelming genuine gaiety could be. I spent so many years wiring my brain to comprehend my anxieties through a logical lens. Little did I know the merriment would be equally as formidable as the pain - yet as opposed to falling apart, I was met with harmony. And perhaps the answer is just that. Water will always be at the shoreline, but it won't always be an all-encompassing navy blue. Sometimes, it's a bright & light turquoise hue."